I have heard of how it can be a hard thing to come up with the name of your soon to be born child and with my desire to be a father I started a little early. I am actually single, so this is more than just planning ahead, but here is a list of names I have noted over the years for both boy and girl. If you can think of a good one, comment, I would love to hear it.

First or Middle

• Virginia
• Elizabeth
• Megan
• Adrianne
• Haily
• Syriana
• Mercedes
• Christian
• James
• Andrew
• Peter
• Jacobs (Middle)
• Christopher
• Eve
• Laurel
• Vivian
• Casey
• Ryan
• Erik

Full Names

• Peter Jacobs Manis, Jr.
• Christian James Manis
• Christopher Jacobs Manis
• Megan Elizabeth Manis
• Virginia Elizabeth Manis
• Ryan Andrew Manis

If Only I Die
Just Once In My Life
If Only To Try
To Take A Guess, To Be The Best
A Feeling I Hide
That Runs This World, That Keeps Us Alive
I Want You To Climb With Me

Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die

The Heart Of A Child
Is In Your Hands Now
So Let’s See You Smile
’cause I’m Not Impressed With Your Loneliness
And It’s Been A While
Since You Forgave All Your Changes Made
So Let’s Count The Miles Together

Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die

If Only I Die
Just Once In My Life
If Only To Try Together

Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die Of A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart
Until I Die

I moved back from San Diego larger than when I left and I have since gained even more weight. I did not notice how much until I saw pictures from beCamp. I am the largest I have ever been and I need to buckle down and get back in shape. I was at one time in shape and healthy, now I can feel it in my body just how unhealthy I am. Monday I will be starting a normal routine to try to recover. It is going to take a lot of hard work, and in the end it will pay off. It’s actually incredibly depressing that all the time and hard work I spent to get in shape is down the drain.

So I guess wish me luck and hopefully I will be better than I was before. My goal is to get back to 175lbs lean weight and a total weight of 200lbs. That will put me at 12.5% body fat, which is good. When I worked out I was 173lbs lean mass and about 25% body fat so 235lbs, not the greatest, but my blood pressure was perfect, I was active, and I had a lot of stamina. I havn’t done the math yet, but I would say I am probably 160 lean, and I’m not going to mention the total.